I could not speak English fluently, even though I am studying French as well. It needs the language skills equivalent to one’s native one to run a business smoothly. This is where I struggle to deal with the problem. However, the BBC news cannot understand enough due to my lack of ability. If I have gotten IELTS overall score 8.5, I could play an active part in business, but there is no time to improve my levels.
The thought that I have been influenced was that it is your mother tongue that matters. I assume that it was a mistake, as a result, the time that I could study foreign languages was decreasing. Many essay contests were found on the internet some years ago and my essays were submitted to them to identify whether those contents were persuasive and worth reading for other people. At times, my poetry had been sent to the famous magazine of Japanese contemporary poetries, though the editorial office seems to decide not to add my works.
No feelings or existence occurred to me without writing them. Now Keeping on writing and posting here is a kind of identification, because this makes me so peaceful and calm. My head continue to spin and spin for a while, sitting on a couch and resting my mind. Once the fear is felt, my inner state becomes unstable and expand useless thoughts like a thundercloud, fixing them through a pen and a paper. The dilemma that I have now is universal except for English speaking countries as a native language. How are people going to acquire the smooth language skills? That is ubiquitous question and it depends on one’s capability.
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